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[Aug. 29th, 2004|01:42 am] |
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| |  nerdy | ] |
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| | I have no clue what im listening to, but im lovin it! | ] |
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| Senseless rambling's...ya know...the usual |
[Aug. 20th, 2004|03:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sepultura - Chaos A.D. | ] |
I havent used this thing since the end of July,,,thinking about going "friend's only" as well...too many psychotic fuck's reading this...So if you're not already added to my friend's list on here... git added already...if ya need a journal, git yerself one already ya fuck! :p lol.
Also, i may "clean up" my friend's list as well, so if you suddenly dont see my name on your list anymore...too bad...and you'll know why it was done...dont wanna hear it.. and i certainly dont wanna read about it.
Wow, im soundin like a big ol' bitch, not tryin to be, but stuff's been going on for awhile now, and im putting a stop to it.
Anyhow,other than that im in a pretty good mood, yet tired, craving chocolate (when arent i), and i think ima go to sleep.
I'll deal with the internet thugz tomorrow, LOL |
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| Just some lil thing's... |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|02:47 am] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
Jeff...put away the ruler...:p
Jason...Stop stressin and start doin, or else you'll be 40 and sayin the same shit over and over.
Chris...thanx for coming by and makin me smile :)friend's like you are hard to come by.
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 JOE!!!
u old lil fucker, lol wherever you are.
miss ya! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|03:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | watchin the end of Old School | ] |
In a much better mood today...even though the problem wont be gone till i at least pay that bill, bleh... im a go sell my body to science or some shit, LOL.
Life happen's...and right about now, i wish i had one :p
soon enough...arrgh. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|07:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eat me! | ] |
2 faced - self centered - cum guzzlin - sperm burpin - douche tard!!!
Im sooo pisstified right about now...i got yet another bill from the hospital today, this one for $500 and something...for a doctor ive never even heard of.
I came so close to getting the FUCK outta here, and now what? this shit alway's fuckin happen's. It was all set...now im fucked.
Im really starting to feel cursed or some shit...there's alway's something setting me back to where i started from,And like the dumb ass blonde i am, i get up and try again... should i even bother this time?..... |
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| What else is there 2 do being stuck in the house? |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|12:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nine Inch Nails - Sanctified | ] |
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the helpless, to evoke strong feelings of
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| Do it!!! :p |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|04:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My lil cousin singing ;) | ] |
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. |
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| Reality check |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|11:18 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
Where do you all see yourselves in a year?
I see lot's of stuff in my year, but not sure if it will actually happen :(
But im determined damnit, LOL. |
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| Amazing what you take for granted |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sepultura - Biotech is Godzilla | ] |
Im starting to gain a lil weight, FINALLY, lol. Im also walking a lil more, Stair's are still a lil tough though :/...and i live in a townhouse...so that sux, lol...But my leg's arent as sore as they were, and i can tell they're getting some muscle back in them... My mom's been on vacation this week, and she has been teaching me some exercises (sp?) for my leg's... she's a physical therapist for a rehab hospital around here...she's also been teaching me other exercises, so i should have a pretty good lookin body when all is done :p LOL.
I may get my hair done this week too, if im walking better that is... It need's to be colored in the worst way...still trying to decide if i wanna get it cut though, or just trimmed. It's pretty long right now...mid back sorta...but i DO have split end's drivin me nut's...so eventually i'll have to do something.
I've been bored as hell around here...My friend's either work or have kid's...so they're all busy pretty much to even hang...then there's Flash lol... He's still trying to convince me that i had a threesome with him and his gf while i was asleep in the hospital...I found out who actually came to see me... and im surprised Rita and Bobby (stepsibs, and if you go back to earlier in this journal, beginning of the year, you'll see why im surprised) came by... i found that out after watching something on T.V. and them showing someone on a respirator and a tube in their throat...and Rita saying, "Hey, that's how YOU looked" ...ah, thanx for telling me, cuz yeah, i wanted to be freaked out even more. lol...and i know Emilie came by...cuz she kept telling me how horrible it was to see me like that, and that i look soo much better and healthier now, lol, i for surely hope so :p
Time for my sugar high... |
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| Just a thought... |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
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| | nerdy | ] |
I dont think i wanna be single anymore... it's lost it's fun, and im bored with it, bleh....... |
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| Drained |
[Jul. 16th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
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| | determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The New's | ] |
I pushed myself to walk more today,and climb the stair's a lil more... i just wanna get the strength back in my leg's and get on with my life, lol.
Im soo tired, but im gonna try to stay up a lil later tonight, i dont have to worry about getting up on time to take any pill's tomorrow, im all done with them (yaaaay...lol)
oh yeah... im sick of chocolate...i never thought i'd say that, but i am damnit, LOL
at least for today im sick of it! |
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[Jul. 15th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whatever's on T.V. | ] |
Have i mentioned how extremely fuckin outrageously, intensely BORED I AM??? |
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| trying to gain weight... |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|07:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mad Season - long gone days | ] |
Can be the biggest bitch, lol...if i wasnt trying to, id be gaining it no problem... i lost so much in the hospital, and i didnt weight much over 100 lb's to begin with... I had a Dr's appt. today, and i weighed 98 lb's. So im sure i gained about 2-3 lbs since ive been home. I'd love to get back to my normal weight of around 110...But before anything, i gotta get my muscle back in my leg's...but my mom being a physical therapist, is kinda helping me out with a few lil excersises and thing's. correct way to go up and down stairs, thing's like that.
Im gonna go get some ice cream. lol |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|12:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nine Inch Nails - Burn | ] |
Everything seem's to be going ok, so far health wise, lol...My breathing is the best it's been since i was a teenager, that rawk's btw, lol...Im sure it has ALOT to do with the Advair...i STILL havent had to use my Albuterol inhaler at all since ive been on this, and im used to taking it at least 2 times a day! Im also doing breathing excersises to strengthen.
The thing thats getting me...my walking, i cant even walk straight my upper body is fine, but it's from being in that sleep state for a week, i think my muscles atrophyed...they said it will all fall into place...healing takes time...but damnit ive got my life to go live!!! LOL
Med's ive been on had made me all cloudy too, still even...and since ive been home, i realize more and more all the delusions i actually saw, ROFL...and i kept fighting with people telling them they were real...here's 1. I swore there was some gangsta guy and his wife getting cosmetic surgery done in the hallway...did i also mention after i had "woken up" i couldnt fall asleep for 3 DAY'S lol...fuckin mess... not for long ,lol. |
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| Asthma |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
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So... Here's what happened...June 29th i had been really sick with a cold...wich kept getting worse. My Asthma decided to kick in with it. Next thing i know, it's July 5th, 2am, and im waking up in the ICU Unit at Milton Hospital,with a tube thats been down my throat for a week...apparantly, i had Pnuemonia(sp?) and fell asleep at home some point on june 29th, mom came home and found me. called the ambulance, and they had to Exasperate (Sp?) me...so they put me under heavy sedation...for a fucking week! i woke up on july 5th , with a flash light in my eye, and the Dr. giving me her lil cheer on, lol... i was scared as fuck though, cuz i still had no clue why i was even there,and i went to speak, and felt something horrible...they had a tube down my throat! I started crying a lil cuz i dunno about you, but i like being in control of my life? lol...
Anyway's started to cry a lil bit, and just wanted to run...the Dr. and both nurses in the room left for about an hour, came back, and started taking the tube out...fucking horrible :(... still had no voice either, just kept tryin... i remember looking at 1 nurse and just concentrating on my words getting outta my mouth...she just kept saying "sshhh, try to get some sleep" me : " Bitch ive been asleep for a week already!!!" lol
Anyhow, my voice finally started coming back, and i had on the tv in the room, early morning news somewhere, dated july 5th 2004, and they were covering all the events of the 4th weekend...I started getting a lil emotional again... this time, cuz i knew i had missed my parents huge ass party and then i promised my 4 year old cousin id take her across the street to the high school to see the fireworks being shot off, even though you can see them perfectly at my house. lol... Did i mention i missed my 30th birthday party as well from being sick? What a suckie year, but i AM very glad to be alive... fUCKIN ASTHMA ... Im doing better though, and im on a few different medications for my own type of asthma...Albuterol, and that lil purple discy thingy...
That's where ive been and whats been going on, i got outta the Hospital yesterday... my leg's and arm's are killing me from trying to get back some muscle again ,unfortunate side effect of just laying in one straight position for a week asleep, loss of muscle...had a cool bed that moved under you though, heh.
i gotta run, im sleepy again... I'll try for tomorrow |
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| Miserable |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|03:46 am] |
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| |  sick | ] |
I feel like hell! Feel's like someone lit a fire in my throat! I wish the hell i could sleep, but i cant even get comfortable, or breathe easy for that matter, lol......AND OJ BURN'S LIKE A MOTHER FUCKIN WHORE!
Someone come make me some soup, and tell me a bedtime story , damnit!
:p
ok, that's all, lol |
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| Clique's |
[Jun. 24th, 2004|03:44 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Thrill Kill Kult - Blondes with lobotomy eyes | ] |
I cant stand snob's, even though i play 1 at times on here, lol. But in real life, im soo not even like that, I'm a friendly lil chica :), unless of course ya piss me off cuz ya felt like bein an ass :p.
Anyhow, i went to Manray tonight with my friend Olympia, some lil goth girlie's walk up to us and start talking something about how the music sux (it was industrial night)and i thought they were playin some cool shit,so i said" arent they spinning goth in the next room over?" I wasnt saying it to be a smartass either, i thought maybe they were newbie's or some shit, and was just letting them know. One of them said "What do YOU care, and how would YOU know, you dont look like a goth to me... so i said " you're right, im not a goth, im a person, but i still know what "goth" music sound's like" Then she comes out with "honey you couldnt look like this if you tried" I said " well, I'M not a guy, and i dont feel the need to be one and get dressed up as a lil goth chick, and fail to pull it off" OMG Olympia was ROLLIN! I almost couldnt get all that out without crackin up either, and i really expected this chick's fist flyin at me, but instead she yelled at us something about getting us thrown out or someshit.But we didnt, we DID however leave about 15 min's after that, cuz it was just getting overly snotty in there, lol. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2004|03:35 am] |
I am blessed by those that love me as I do them, who protect me, and who I watch over in return...
I am cursed by those that feel I owe them something and will stop at nothing even if they are unknowingly doing it sometimes until they have sucked me dry and I'm nothing but a shaking shell of what I am meant to be...
I am complex,nothing you've ever seen, and the changes in me are growing by the day and the spirits are restless...
the storm is coming
the electricity is building inside me
I have no idea whats going to happen now... |
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|03:16 am] |
| How to make a Arielle Moon |
Ingredients:
5 parts success
1 part brilliance
3 parts joy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little caring if desired! |
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